k... let talk abt fri... met yi for some catch up... ever since we stop dancing... we hardly meet... miss dancing... had a long chat at bugis mos burger until it close at 11.30pm. Both of us cried... when talking abt when to go back... yar... although we both love dance... but we still hesitate to go back... For yi... she is such a strong gal tat hardly cried... i was quite shock when i saw tears started to appear... n den i realised she had change... to abit 优柔寡断... she is now running away from the decision... cos she jus felt being give up by teacher!!! She was jus abit too sensitive...

AS for mi, im jus waiting for yi to say "yes"... so tat both of us can go back together... ya... i jus dun hav the courage to go back alone... to face the troupe... to face teacher... to learn the things tat i hav skip... and i dunno wat will my feeling and reaction be when i again step into the studio... N sry yi, i was jus selfish to need u to go back together... cos im really not a brave gal... n only when u r there... i no need to hide my feelings...! She also agreed tat she needs mi to be there if she had decided to go back... we jus feel 人生地不熟…. Since she still cant decide... we will continue to drag for sometime...

After mos... we went PS to find zhen... long time nv see her... n from her... noe tat the troupe had change quite alot... n the new things they learning are quite hard... sianz... makes mi more wanna drag... Bought shopping vouchers for zhen for her belated bday gift... she was so happy cos she can go free shopping!!! Then they started to ask mi wat i wan for my bday cos i will be the next, i was like huh... haven think abt it... But now i was wanna tell them... i wan my "HAPPINESS" back... i wanna to be the lala gal like last time... i wanna live in my lala land... izzit possible??? Or i wan a 时间倒回机 from 小叮当... so tat i may prevent something from happening??? Or jus give mi a brainwash??? Maybe i was jus like yi... running away from myself...


Took tis at PS 24hr mac... from the left zhen, mi and yi...
chatted till abt 3am b4 heading home...

Hmm... went to "Taste of Thailand" at sembawang shopping centre for mother's day dinner... nth much also... ya need to slp le…going hwa zhong wif mum tml for my bro’s student council ceremony… hehe… but early in the morning (sianz)... nitez!!!