Haiz... i failed again. Nv even get through the 1st round, how can i called some1 who can sing? My frens always say i sing well... but this is how well it can be... jus dun understand what they 1... judges dun even give comments... maybe they too tired to give cos im the last batch le... from 9am they judge till 8pm when i left... where there is still some more behind? Or maybe i jus CANNOT MAKE IT, so lazy to give? Or maybe i not pretty n too fat to get in...? Anyway, im jus not gd enough... Im a failure, cant even fulfill my passion... dance like that, sing so like that... wat other "talent" i hav? Now i also doubt myself woth my "talent". Maybe can hav a slping competition? Haha... i pig pig de mah... Crazy... if they hav tis kind of compeition... I WILL CHOP MY HEAD!!! Upset... the feeling was like wat happen... wat am i...

Really thanks to the following people for their support... kl, candy, jo and raymond, who come down and support me... esp candy who become my "nanny" take care of my clothes, make up, stay over at my place and wake up wif me early in the morning. And also kl who wake up early in the n cook honey water for me, drive us there... n queue up wif us n also scarified his slping time cos he have to go work after that. I dunno what else can i say to kl n candy... really thanks... muackz...

N not 4get to thanks the following ppl... vanessa, ning, yx, yi,sis,boon,fang yi,jasmine... for giving me support and keep sms me to ask me hows the result.. n also comfort me in the end... Also thanks ding li.. who call me in his 1st day army nite… so stund that he did rem… but in the end comfort mi too.. hehe…

In addition to thanks Felicia who been a good accompany during the whole audition as she also participate.

Also my mama who cook herb tea for mi, although she did not that agree wif my joining. But when i reach home, she say i shdnt hav join cos is a waste of time. OMG, I quite sad le... she still say that... but nvm...

Anyway, sorry for all my supporters... i disappointed u all... again... maybe i shd go take up some singing lesson to improve myself... maybe ppl will think that i dreaming of becoming a star... but i just wanna prove myself that i really have talent in whatever i think i hav talent in... Cos i dun think despite sing n dance... i hav tallent in any other ways... haha... pathetic rite? haha... but i will give myself more chances to fufill my passion and dreams... cos im still young... thease kind of thing... old liao hardly can do... must grab the chance orh...

wah.. like writing script... k working later.. gtg slp le... zzz...