MemOrabLe MOmeNTs

2007-09-02T11:26:00.001+08:00

Have started work for 2 weeks. Is tired working there, the work cant be finished. Is those continuous kind of work. Keep doing quotation n generating proposal. But most of the colleagues there are nice people. Mostly all married too. So they are mainly young aunties n uncles. When aunties are together, they will talk abt their husband n children, so I always the listener. Sianz. Haha. Is ok lah. Working wif aunties also have advantage. Last fri, I worked till headache... den 1 of the aunty take out a pouch. Inside it has medical oil, lu yi you, wu bi gao, bao ji wan, panadol etc... so many. Haha. Like chinese first aid box. So funny.

Anw, back to dance last week. Nowadays, their training very tough. I had a whole week of muscles ache loh. Till now still abit pain. Later must go for dance again. Stress. Have alot more things to catch up. Feel weird too... the feeling back is like ren sheng di bu shou. But im lucky to have wen yi with me. We will support each other n work hard. Therefore, later we will be meeting 1.5hrs earlier to self train. Haha.

K... i got to go prepare b4 i will be late. Take care.

2007-08-15T11:03:00.001+08:00

The past 1 week is tiring. Yup, the long holiday. Dar got injured during the cycling at ECP last Fri evening. The gear poked into his leg and some flesh came out. Bleed quit alot. Dar sporain his leg too. Brought him to CGH. Xray was taken... heng no fracture. The wound was being clean n the nurse wrap his 'bak chang' leg up. He had to use clutches, so we bought a pair. Was given 3 days MC. Luckily Dar still in camp training, the medical fee is all paid by SPF. We nv pay a cent, but have a long wait of 2 hours till everything done. By the time we left CGH is already abt 1.40am.

Sat was dar's new born nephew 1 mth celebration at his daddy's side. Went for the buffet at Rosewood. My whole family were invited. Feel so weird. This is the 2nd "Meet the Parents". But everything went quite well. hehe.

The next few days were jus taking care of dar either at my house or his. Went for 2 interviews too. The UOB interview turned out wasn't really good. The Associate Officer need 9months of training as a Bank Teller 1st. In the 9mths, if the manager find you good, den will be selected to be thier AO. If not, "Saiyonara"! Tats not wat I want to be a bank teller, dealing with large amt of cash daily. STRESS---

Anw, have a good news.

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I've got a JOB.

Is a >Customer Service Executive<>. Is a Swedish MNC, but not really a large corp. Basically SGS is an inspection, verification, testing & certification company. I will be in their Service & Certification Dept. My main responsibility is servicing the exisiting customer, doing renewel proposal, follow ups and etc...

>> Location: Ayer Raja Ind'l Estate (Transport provided at Bouna Vista MRT)

- Not really happy about the location as is in an Ind'l Estate. But have been working in Town for the pass 1 year, find it sianz n tiring le. Maybe is the time to try new environment. Also, food wun be more ex den in town, so can save up a little. Hehe, this is how i persue myself to take to take up the job as im quite fine with the others. >>Working Hour: Mon-Fri (8.30am to 6pm) - Not so bad

>> Benefits: 14 Annual Leaves, Medical Leave, AWS, Varible bonus & etc.

- Quite general, but sounds not bad too.

>> Probation Period: 3 months

- Not too long, so I can go holiday wif family n dar in Dec.

Everything looks fine to me except for the Ind'l Estate Environment. But better den those previous jobs offer. Hope I will get use to it soon. Haven confirm the date of commence, probably next week. My long long holiday going to end soon. Glad. I need money. haha.

Later going KTV with ning, ric n ding. Hope to have some fun b4 i start work. Very sianz at home too. K. Going for lunch with mum. Tata.

2007-08-06T16:09:00.001+08:00

Have added the link for my blog sprees at the side. Wardrobe Hour.

Job hunting still in process...

Tml will go UOB for interview. Associate Officer. Hope can get the job, so I can start saving $$ for my studie n of cos my next trip overseas. Planning to pursue a degree ard mid of next year. Most likely will be a full-time course as mum say she will support the fees. Yeah... if tat the case, I wun be so xin ku to ban gong ban du. But I still need to take part-time jobs for my own expenses. This is wat the plan for now. See how izzit next year.

Planned wif yi, if everything goes smoothly, will be returning to dance on 26th this month.

This week will be a happy week. Dardar will hav a long week end from wed evening to sun night. So happy. Have already make some plans for the holidays.
- Wed night: Accomp dar to meet his buddies...
- Thurs (National Day): Settlers at Holland V
- Fri: Accomp dar for his appt, bring my labtop for service... den go dar's house.
- Sat: Dar's new born nephew 1mth celebration. Not really for the whole day.
- Sun: Shd be relaxing at home. Dardar reporting in at night :(

Hope tat the times tat me n dar can be together will pass slower. Miss him so much now...

Miss u dardar... take care in camp k...

Love.

2007-08-01T19:24:00.000+08:00

Hey gals... my blog for sprees is finally set up. Born in 1st Aug 2007. Do drop by to take a look. Will be putting a perm link in tis blog soon. But now temporary... visit www.wardrobe-hour.blogspot.com. Qing duo duo peng chang... dun forget to tell your frens too. Thank you!

2007-07-25T12:17:00.000+08:00

Last Fri, went out with yi for a catch up. We have not been meeting for the past 2 months. Went Marina Square (Xing Wang) for lunch. Both of us love their 'ICE YUAN YANG'. Chatted alot of things, n of cos our bf will be mostly in our topics. We chat abt present n future. Had a great time with her. I remembered, im the 1 who always ask the question n whenever i asked, she will start sobbing. I dare not ask for quite a long time. But tis time round, she is the 1 who shoot.

"Do u feel like going back to dance?"

I'm so shocked. However can sense tat she had overcome the lock, getting more mature. Guess her bf plays a big part. We spent another half an hour at the MRT control station to discuss abt the question. All the pros n cons. The stress we have to face. As dance will take up alot of our free time, our final decision, to discuss with bf.

When dar heard abt tat, he was kind of sad. But he continue...

"I knew that 1 day, u will come n ask me tis question."

At 1st, he is not really supportive, keep saying tat we wun have time to meet up if I dance.

"Dar... I promise I will make time for u if I really back to dance."
"But ur weekends will be gone..."
"Only 1 weekend, n is only when the perform is near, it will den be busy."
"I'm still in camp now, only have weekend for u."
"Ya... but u will pass out soon. Is jus for a short period of time. I will still have 1 weekend for u. We can meet in the night too."
"I tot u have to stay in?"
"Huh? Tat is only during dance camp. I can dun stay in. N of cos i wun stay in, so can stay in dar house..."
"Orh... but..."
"Dar... u noe dance is my passion..."
"Ya... I noe ur feeling... I noe tat is ur passion................."

In the end, Dardar gave me his support but "TERMS & CONDITIONS" apply. Now is waiting for yi's ans. Our final decision is still unknown. May or may not......

2007-07-25T11:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry for waiting... here r the photos... finally uploaded...

On my 21st Bday Celebration... (7th July 2007)

This is the celebration venue. Nice rite? Haha... tks to my dar n his family,

my family & not forgetting candy n sean for the help of decorating.

My dearest family.

My best grp of friends(ling n ning missing in action)... n my dar...

On the Top: My cousins.... Bottomt: My poly friends, only 2 came.

My dance mates... The little guy look like hairy potter. N anyone saw jolin here? Hehe...

My ex colleagues from JMC.

On the Top: The walking bar... served 3 kinds of mocktail, Shirly Temple, Foaming Dragon, the other 1 forgotten. Bottom: My Bday cake. Pina Colada

Dar not ur bday ok... next year buy 1 for ur 23rd bday.

Make a wish... make a wish. 21st Bday wish will definitely camoe true....

I love tis prezzie so much. From my family, collecting my photos from baby till now into such a wonderful frame. I name it "Growing Up". Nice name rite? So sweet of dem.

On my Actual 21st Bday (10th July 2007)

Some 2pid photos taken during afternoon ktv session.

Had dinner at Ichiban... Our grp seperated into 2 table. My table... dar, candy n boon...

If any1 wans the rest of the photo can get it from me on MSN...

Not forgetting... thanks alot for the lovely prezzie tat u guys spend time to tink n find. I had a very wonderful n memorable 21st bday...

2007-07-17T12:57:00.000+08:00

My blog really growing dust n spider webs. Haven been blogging for a month. Dunno wat i hav been doing for the past 1 mth. Not working since 22th June. I have spent my time hunting for jobs, playing n slagging. Wats my ideal job? I have no idea. Wat i wanna be in the future? Dunno. I jus wanna be happy. But how can i be happy? I wan a job which im interested in n at the same time have time for Dar... is tat so hard? Moody...

Anw, last week had my 21st bday celebration. Yup.... on the 7th July. Had a very memorable 1. I must really tks my darling for organising for me. He has been working on it for months... Love u lots!!!Also my family, putting in effort to help out during the celebration. Lastly, my relatives n friends who have turn up for the celebration. Really tks alot. I cant describe the feeling tat i have on tat day. Happy, tired, nevours, touch and of cos... XIN FU! Received quite alot of prezzie tat day too... I will show 1 by 1 when i upload the photo. Haha... tis time i will make it fast...

On my actual bday, had a enjoyable KTV session with Ning+Bf, Yuling n my Dar. They always my KTV kakis... In the evening, had dinner with the usual grps of gd frens- ktv kakis, candy, boon, ding, kai and banana. Tks for celebrationg for me again. Haha. Wat did we hav? Ya.. Ichiban... Ning highly recommanded. Yup. Im in love with the hand roll. When we finished our food, Ning start to take my camera to take some 2pid photo (will upload). After dinner, we proceed to Ning house for a Majiong session. Play till 6am den reach home... Zzz... Tats all for my 21st bday.... THE END!

Will try to upload the photos tonite....

2007-06-14T15:21:00.000+08:00

After coming back from Taiwan, i have been quite lazy. Tats wat candy say. Ya. Im laz to blog, esp posting the pics. Im tired. The trip really "burnt" my energy. y dun burn my fats as well. haha. Anw after coming back on sat midnite, the rest of the days i hav been with my dar, so no time to blog. He has already booked in since tue 12/6, 3 days after we came bac. Tats y i spent those 3 days with him. I can only see him on 22/6 Fri. Sad. Nvm, i will wait, n of cos... i have to. hehe.

Most of my frenz jus asking me hows was my trip. Overall, although not really tat fun, but not too bad.. I did enjoy the 8days spending my time in taiwan wif dar. Haha, seeing each other 24hrs for everyday, which will add up to be 192hrs.

Went to their places of interest eg. chang kai shek memoral hall, national park, wine factory etc.. these places r quite boring. But also went to interesting places like "xiao ren guo", all the things there r miniture including all the 'tong hua gu shi' like "PeterPan", "Jack n the beanstalk", "Alice in the wonderland" n etc... They really make it till very professional, untill u can see the small tv showing "Cars" trailer. So surprise. I also cant rem much where i went. So many places. Yup. The hot spring at "yangmingshan". Very hot, 40 degree. Is outdoor. Tour guide told us tat the indoor hot spring is to be naked. Of cos male & female seperated. I guess none of out tour grp ppl went there. Went to their famous "sun moon lake" too n hav a yatch tour. Nice scenery.

Didnt bought much things from TW. Not enough time for shopping. Ya. we didwent to those night makets.

taipei- shinlin night market
gou xiong- liu heng n m
jia yi- jia yi n m
tai chung- feng jia n m

The night market things is ard the same. Went xi men ting also. But only hav 2.5 hrs to shop the whole ximenting. Tats was on the last day. We ended up going back at nite ard 10 plus n most shops close at 11pm. Was jus able to buy 1 top from xmt. Actually the price of the things @ xmt isnt as cheap, ard spore price. Den we rush to shilin for really last min shop, by the time we reached there is already 12plus midnite. Some shops till open. Able to grab some stuff there n headed back to hotel at ard 2am.

Ya. Haven talk abt my experience of taking flight 1st time in my life. Quite scary when it takes off n land. N plane really fly very very high. The SQ meals r not bad. Personal tv. Watched Finding Nemo n 200 pounds agai on plane. Luckily decided not to be stewardess. Feel abit uneasy on plane. Tink im not suitable for tat.

Opps... going to off work soon... too be continue if i can remb anymore to tell. Will post the pics soon.

2007-06-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

Firstly, dar... Happy 5th month Anniversary... yup. Today hav no time for even a small celebration. We have to do last min preparation. Yday i spend most of the time slping at home, havind done much things for my trip. N dar is busy with settling n confirming my bday celebration. He has not much time to do it since he needs to go army after 2 days of our return.

Went to change $$ just now $100 = 2130NT, but on wed i asked is $100 = 2150NT. But no matter wat, must change. Later need to do some shopping too, having bought my contact lenses n some other toiletries. Haven wash my clothes. Haven pack my luggage. I always a last min person. Just cant change. Hehe. More excitment, i guess!

Anw, hope i will have a safe trip... tats the most impt. Actually im quite scare, 1st time on plane, im really worry... i tink i watched to much show. Must stop thinking tat. Also, hope i will have an enjoyable trip with dar. It will be mine, his n ours historical moments. Hehe. Looking forward to tat...

12 more hours - to wake up
15.5 more hours - to beon plane
20 more hours to be in TW...

Bon Voyage!!!

2007-05-29T10:19:00.000+08:00

Went to the taiwan trip briefing yday. Travel agency jus cant be trusted. At 1st they say "tis", after paid $ say "tat". We sign up with that particular tour package is cos of the good timing.

Departure: 8.05am
Arrival: 6.15pm (from taiwan)

N they told us the last day we can free n easy till the broading time. N den now thay told us last min...

Departure: 8.35am
Arrival: 2.15pm (fm taiwan)

Which mean we will be going to the airport after breakfast. They say e 6.15pm flight is fully booked. Abt 4hrs extra time is gone. Spoil my mood. As brief, we will spend long hrs traveling in coach. The longest is from hualien to kaoshiong which is 7 hrs with an itinerary. That's crazy. But anw i can slp wherever i go, much easier for me den dar who cant slp in the day. He will going to suffer... poor thing. But i tink still got chance to shop as our hotels we staying are quite near to shopping district. Anw, meeting time on sat morning will be 6.30am at airport. So early. Zzz. Dardar is going to bring a big luggage for my clothes n shoes, n of cos his too. I will be bringing a small 1. Haha. Sounds like im bullying him hor, but he volunteer de. Tks dar in advance. I will title him My Mr Porter of the Trip... hehe...

Today as said, will be meeting candy after work at cwp to collect my dou sa bing, probably jus for abt an hour. I have quite alot things left at home undone. Tired too. If dun collect the dou sa bing today, i tink can only collect after my trip which mushroom will start to grow, i guess...

Feel like slping now. I wan to slp. Drink teh c tis morning le, but seems starting to take no effect on me. Help...

4.5 more hours to go...

2007-05-28T13:55:00.000+08:00

Quite busy last week. Dun hav much time to rest. Tired.

Last week
-weekdays: work... went poly fren's 21st bday (wed)
-sat: back to office for OT.. go pray at si ma lu temple.. go dar house take luggage.. go movie with gang.. slp at ard 3am..
-sun: rush for waxing appt.. to fren's wedding dinner..

Very tired.

Watched -Pirates- tis is the only 1 tat i saw out of the 3. Find it good. Orlando still so handsome. Tink will go find the 1st n 2nd 1 to watch.

Yday went wedding dinner. Met my long lost dance seniors. Remind me of the dancing days tat i hav in HG. Miss those days. But i noe even if i go back, things wun be the same ever again, wun hav tat kind of bonds n feeling anymore.

Missed the stage...
the music...
the movements...
the lightings...
the sweats... laughters...
the attentions...
the friendships...

n applauses...

Too many... ...has been more den a year tat i have stop dancing...

Saw lao shi yday at the dinner, expected it, prepared, but still get affected. Jen ask me don't i say i wanna go back? I jus answered... dunno... guess she jus simply asking, to create topic. Dun say le...

This week will still be a busy week for me. 5 more days to my trip, hav to do preparation. Haven pack my luggage.
Tnite will be going to the briefing for e trip at the agency.
Tml mostly likely meeting candy to take my dou sa bing, at the same time do some catching up wif her.
Wed, dar say will be meeting the person who do a part in the organising for my bday bash... not clear wat is it too.
Thursday will stay at home to pack my things.
Fri after work shd be going home to do last min preparation.
Den will set off early sat morning, flight @ 8+ am.

Anw, told my mgt tat I wun be staying in the company n gave the reasons. Now jus wait n see wat day going to do. Cant wait to leave tis place...

Hope can find a better job asap after quiting...

2007-05-18T15:58:00.000+08:00

On wed nite, went to sophia jiejie's bday chalet has mentioned in previous entry. Hav bbq food for my dinner, must exercise more le...

Anyway, didnt enjoy much there, although i noe her family n relatives but... jus dun enjoy. At 1st sophia said the cake cutting would be at ard 9.30pm de, but in the end at 11.15pm!!! I didnt blame her or wat cos is her guest who are late. But nvm, went to ppl bday... i tink is better to stay till after cake cutting bah. So tired... the most impt is my poor dardar, waited me at Jurong East fr 9pm for more den 2 hours alone. I felt so guilty eventho he is not angry with me at all. Most of us noe Jurong East got nth much in the nite to walk or see, he rotted for >2 hrs with 1 newpaper with him. Sorry and also tks so much dardar for the patient u hav for me. If i noe is still so late, i would hav tell u to go home 1st. Love u lotz... :)

These few days n also next week will be busy with work n the preparation for my spree. Tonite not much prog. Later will be going for spree meet up for my orders which arrived last week. Den will proceed with a pedicure session at voxy. My heels is really damn try.. cracking... very ugly so must do something abt it. After tat meet dar for dinner... maybe movie in the nite, quite sometime nv watch movie le. The last show i watched is "200 Pound Beauty", its a preview. Its really a very nice show. Love the song she sang. Got a few downloaded... hehe. Today if watching, shd be "Spiderman 3". Heard is not as good as 1 n 2. Anw i nv watch all the MEN show (x-men, batman, spiderman etc), but tis time will accomp dar...

Saw candy's blog abt the GST rebates. Ya, i also got mind although not 21 yet. Think they counted as 21 fr 01 Jan 2007. The 1986 babies ahd be all getting bah. Anybody not?

Tml need to come back to work for an hour. Sianz. But is a easy task, was open the meeting room for the client n wait there to standby for any secreterial service tat he need me to do.
Incentives provided:
- 1 hr OT $$
- Free taxi (To n return trip)
yup.. actually not too bad also... but jus hope tat i can slp later. zzz.

Orh, jus received my one of my poly fren invitation to her 21st bday bbq @ costa sand pasir ris next wed. Far wor, but will be going. She treated be very well during the 1 semester that i cross stream. She made me feel tat im also belong to their module, taught me those things tat i dunno rdg sch work etc... Her whole "gang" really treat me nice nice. Appreciate. Quite long nv meet up with dem also, abt a year since the grad ceremony. Take tis as the chance...

*An hour more off from work...

2007-05-16T14:02:00.000+08:00

Last sat went bbq at seletar with dar's family n relatives. Quite a new experience, something like pinic + bbq at night. Nv been to a pinic before. I did enjoy myself.

Last Sun, by right shd be going to eat dim sum in the morning for dar's mum mother's day celebration. But last min she got to work, so postpone to tis week too. As for my mum, waiting for my papa's reply on whether he is going to work on sun. If he is not working, i will bring my whole family with dar to coca steamboat. Hee... long time nv eat le. See how bah. Nth to do, so went gai gai with dar @ cwp. Came across mini toons, saw thoese cute tortoises, the 1 dangling on my hp. Bought 2 of them, hehe.. may be waste of money but so cute n aweet... jus like dar n me (eeeee...).

Here's the 2 tortoises!!!

...One fine day, boy boy n galgal met each other...

... they eventually fall in love...

... n... muackz...!!!

Haha. My story is fast.

Yday met up with hanni jie jie at cwp for some catch up. It has been 4mths since the last time i met her. Had dinner at Gelare. As usual, we talk abt bf, work n sprees... nice catch up with her.

Tonite will be going Sophia jie jie bday chalet @ The Chevrons. Long time nv see her too. Se always treat me so well ever since she noe me. Including help my family to book the genting hotels for free, we dun hav to pay a single cent for the hotel, and the room is those kind with a living room. So no matter how, i must go down today. Anw, she is picking me up. Bought taka's voucher. Hope she will like it. Dar will pick me home n stay overnite. Yeah... *i wan hug hugzz*

Anw, i will be starting my own sprees soon. Will inform every1 when its ready. Must duo duo peng chang orh...

Tks in advance. Take care.

2007-05-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

Now in the office, nth much to do... jus here to drop a few words...

The day before knew tat i can actually secretly go online during office hour, but need to becareful, my senior told me the management wun be able to find out as she tried for years. Tat is a good news for me, cos sometimes my job can get quite boring. Ya, can go online shopping, check mails, even blogging. That's great, yup!

Today is the start of weekend, wat im going to do this weekend?
Tonight - No prog, tired after whole day of work. Jus go dardar's house to have dinner... go home... zzz
Tml morning - Full exercise training again
Tml evening - Dar's family gathering... bbq at seletar, shd be going
Sun morning - Having mother's day breakfast with daris family... having Dian Xin

As for my mum, she say she wanna have hers celebration on next sun instead. These were wat she say...
Me: Mummy, we will go crystal jade on sun k?
Mum: Dun wan lah, so expensive... anyway, i'm tinking to celebrate next week instead as sun sure crowded and need to wait for very long.
Me: Aiyo, one year once only... i made reservation k...
Mum: No, crystal jade very ex, somemore is mother's day, sure they will increase the pricing... we can hav Zhu Cao at kopitiam...
Me: I got enough $ to treat u a better 1, every year kopitiam not sian arh?
Mum: Mummy "heartpain" if u spend so much...
Me: (-_-)" haiz...

That is my mummy. She is a thrifty woman, very aunty but a great mum. I tink my blurness also from her. Sometimes she can put the rice in the cooker n forget to press "cook", n only realize when we r going to have dinner. Cute, haha, but im not saying im cute too, anyway who cares... Love my mummy... As for the mother's day dinner, today went to check with crystal jade, cant have reservation unless orders the Mother's Day Speciall Dinner Set. My face turn (-_-)" when i saw the price, the cheapest 1 is $43.80+++/per person. I tink wat my mum say is true, is much more expensive, and also i've got a family of 5, it will be ard $300??? My budget is $100-$150, as i need to save for taiwan trip which is in abt 3+weeks time. Excited.

Anyway, guess will listen to mummy, will postpone the dinner next week, but will have crystal jade still... yup.

Going off in abt half n hours time, phew...
Wish all mummies a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...
End of my "few words".

2007-05-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

Went morning exercise just now, running, dumbelling, situp... dardar is my personal trainer, hugzz... he used to be a track n field captain in sec sch time, trust his skill after so many years later to train me. I wan to slim down... at least tone up my fats.So tired now. Haven bathe. Smell.

Later going KTV in the evening wif my gals. By rite shd be going k garden at serangoon, much cheaper, but now tinking tat hav to take midnite cab home... is abt the same... now thinking of changing to partyworld at wdl. Still thinking...

Candy already went interview for NIE, but i still haven get my letter, shd be receiving a letter even if im rejected. Last year had the chance but I nv go for interview, maybe they already blacklist me. Haha. Anyway, i sent out the application much more later, jus wait n see.

Hope we gals enjoy ourselves tonite.

2007-05-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

Have been lazy for 4 months - nv update my blog. New blog address and blog skin, hope all of my friends feel comfortable when viewing...

After not blogging for so long also dunno what to write. Tml will be candy's interview for NIE, wish her a very good luck... hope she will get in.

Anyway today is also my 4months anniversary with my dardar, HAPPY 4MTHS ANNI, stil hav a long way to go. Dar received his letter for NS enlistment, got into PA for his NS, report on 12th June... which is 2 days right after our taiwan trip... sad. But is better then he going PA instead of army... drop tis topic... stil hav 1+ month to go.

Tml hav to work... go zz...

2007-01-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!! I noe it may be abit late to greet... but still.. ya... Abt 1mth plus nv blog le... very busy...

On the 29/12, have my company D&D at Furama Hotel (Riverfront)... Have fun... Kena subo by my BOSS!!! to go on stage to "play game". After that went to DOUBLE O with my colleagues n frens... take quite alot of photos... will post it soon...

NYE countdown at yuling's house... AGAIN... haha... seems like every year also celebrating at her place... but its fun!!! The best part was the "prize giving session"... There's light bulb, toilet paper, pandan leaves, cotton buds... etc. Luckily i got a ginseng drink... some kind of a herbal tea i guess... but i hate herbal... hehe... nvm... gave to my sis le... anyway... brought Eric along for the party... he did have fun with my frens... but tats of cos... my gang all very sociable de...

Den went for Air Stewardess Interview on 6/1, get through the 1st 3 rounds... tml will be the 4th round (water confident test). Never really tot tat I will pass the 3 rounds. Being a stewardess is 1 of my ambition, but not really my passion. Just wanna went for some exposure of how such a interview is like. Went to find out some info abt being a stewardess... have to be very independent (need to slp alone in hotel...have to take care on our own). Thoese who noe me well will noe tat im not independent de loh. How im i going to survive if i take up the job when im selected? Also on the plane, it will be very politcal... most of dem are female... seniors will bully the juniors all that... I hate politics. Den lastly... dar will be in army... n if I really fly... I tink we hardly can meet up.. gradually i believe our r/s will be affected... aiya... of cos hav advantages too... 1) Can go other countries to explore. 2) Good Money den can save up for my sch fee in the future. I really tink the hope not tat suitable for me... but see how izzit 1st... if not selected tml den i no need to tink le. Actually i really hope tat will happen. However i will still put in my best to see how far can i go actually.

In the office now... jus stop here bah...

2006-11-20T14:02:00.000+08:00

*IN OFFICE*

Came across this "Master Piece" at my fren's friendster...

Very meaningful... What can you understand from that??

樹
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高中三年交過五個女朋友，有一個女孩子，我很愛她，卻遲遲不敢追，她沒有美麗的面孔，沒有姣好的身材，沒有撩人的魅力，一個再平凡不過的女孩子。我喜歡她，真的真的很喜歡她，喜歡她的單純，她的直率，她的可愛，她的智障，她的脆弱。不追她的原因，也許是潛意識覺得平凡如她配不上我；也許是因為怕在一起後，一切的好感都會消失；也許是怕外人的指指點點傷害了她；也許是覺得，她會是我的，不用急著為了她而放棄一切。最後這個原因，讓她陪了我三年，讓她看著我和別的女孩子廝混了三年，讓她心痛了三年。她很想當一個好演員，但我卻像一個嚴苛的導演。
我和第二個女朋友在廁所接吻，被她撞見，她尷尬的笑笑說：「Go ~ on！」然後跑掉，第二天，她眼睛腫得像核桃一樣，我故意不去猜想是誰讓她哭成這樣，嘲笑了她一天，她在所有人都回家後，在教室哭了起來，她不知道練球回來拿東西的我，看了她一個多小時。
我的第四個女朋友，一直很不喜歡她，有次她們兩個吵了起來，我知道依她的個性不會去惹事，但我還是護著女朋友，她被我吼了一下後，愣住，眼淚滑了下來，我無視她的眼淚，陪女友走出教室，第二天，她依舊嘻嘻哈哈的和我開玩笑，我知道她很難過，但她不會知道我的心不比她好受。
當我和第五個女朋友分手時，我約她出去玩，玩了一天，我對她說：「我有事要對妳說。」她說：「真巧，我也有事要對你說。」「我和她分手了。」「我和他在一起了。」我知道「他」是誰，他追她也有一陣子了，是個蠻可愛的男孩子，活潑有趣，充滿了熱情，追她追得滿城風雨。我不能表現自己的心痛，只能笑笑地恭喜她，但當我回到家，心中的痛楚強烈得令我無法承受，像有個千斤重的石頭壓在我胸口，我無法呼吸，想大叫卻叫不出來，眼淚竟然滑了下來，我掩面大哭，多少次，我也看著她為了那個不願承認的人掩面大哭。畢業典禮時，我在手機上發現了一封簡訊，這是十天前，我掩面大哭時傳來的，只是我一直沒有去開過機。

「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留」

葉子
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高中時，喜歡蒐集葉子，why？因為我覺得，一片葉子要離開它長期依賴的樹，好勇敢哩！高中三年，我和一個男孩子很好，不算男女朋友那種好，是好朋友那種好，但是，在他交第一個女朋友時，我學會了一種不該有的感覺，吃醋，心中的酸，不是一顆檸檬可以比喻，那就像是100顆臭酸的檸檬，酸到不行，他們只在一起兩個月，當他們分手，我還得掩飾自己心中強烈的喜悅，但是一個月後，他和另一個女孩子在一起。我喜歡他，也知道他喜歡我，可是，他為什麼總是不追我呢？明明喜歡彼此，為什麼不行動？每當他交一個女朋友，我就心痛一次，一次又一次的打擊，讓我不禁懷疑，是我一廂情願嗎？不愛我，為什麼要對我那麼好？他對我的好，已經不是普通朋友可以做到。喜歡一個人，好難過，我可以清楚的知道他的喜好，他的習慣，唯獨他對我的感覺，我猜不透，難道要我這個女孩子去開口嗎？儘管如此，我還是想在他身邊，關心他，陪他，愛他，也許算是一種等待的行為，等待他回來愛我，就像每天晚上等他的電話，等他的簡訊，我知道，就算他再忙，也會撥出一些時間給我。這樣的等待，陪了我三年，等待是難熬的，是令人想放棄的，但等到的那一剎那，讓人第二天會繼續等下去。這樣的煎熬，這樣的痛苦，這樣的幸福，這樣的矛盾，陪了我三年。直到三年級下學期，高二一個學弟喜歡上我，每天的熱情追求，令我從一開始的拒絕，漸漸願意挪出我心房的一些位置給他。他像一陣溫柔而持久的風，撩撥我這片搖搖欲墜的葉子，到最後，我發現我已經不想只留一點點的位置給這陣風，我知道這陣風，會帶我這片傷痕累累的葉子，到更幸福的地方。於是我離開了樹，樹只是笑笑，沒有挽留.

「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留」

風
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因為我喜歡的女孩子叫葉子，因為她有一棵令她依戀的樹，所以我要當一陣風，一陣呵護她的風。第一次看見她，是高二我轉來一個月後的事，個子小小的她坐在球場旁，一雙眼凝視著同和我在球場的學長，每天的社團時間，她總會坐在那裡，一個人，和朋友，她的眼光依舊凝視著他，當他和女孩子打打鬧鬧，她的眼中有淚，當他看向她，她的眼中有笑。看她成了我的習慣，就像她愛看他。有一天她沒來，我心中沒來由的焦慮與不安，我無法解釋那種感覺，除了不安，還是不安，而且那學長竟然也不在。我衝去他們教室，躲在外面，看著學長罵她，她的眼淚，他的離去。第二天，她依舊坐在場邊，看著他，我走過去，對她笑一笑，拿了張紙條給她，她先是驚訝的看著我，然後笑笑地收下。隔天，她拿著紙條出現在我面前，然後離開。「葉子的心太沉重，風吹不動。」「不是葉子的心太沉重，是葉子根本就不想離開樹。」我回給她這段話後，她漸漸會和我說話，收我的禮物，接我的電話。我知道她喜歡的不是我，但我還是有毅力一定要讓她喜歡上我，四個月內我告白了不下20次，每一次她都轉移話題，但我還是不會放棄，我決定要的人，我就一定會給它追過來！一直到不知道第幾次的告白，出了口，雖然知道她一定會又說到別的事，但還是有一絲絲希望她的答應，沒想到她都不說話，「妳在幹嘛？怎麼不說話？」我對著話筒說。「我在點頭。」「啊？」我不敢相信自己的耳朵。「我在點頭！」她大聲叫。我甩掉電話，匆匆披上一件衣服，上了機車，衝去她們家按門鈴，當她開門的那一剎那，緊緊抱住她。

「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留」

So what have u all understand?... Just feel like tears dropping after reading tis...

2006-11-16T13:24:00.000+08:00

*IN OFFICE AGAIN*

-Jus after lunch- Yday took MC... really sick... came back to office today... alot of mails to clear...

Yday some1 ask me: "Izzit better to be single / attached?"

I think... different parts in the life have diff needs. For a 20 year old me, i guess being single suits me better now, in short term wise bah. Tired of the "R/S CYCLE", which means (meet-understand-love-break up). When attached to a particular person for too long, the r/s will get bored too...
Not every1 will have the 1 they really love. Not every1 will commit the same amt as their partners did. In the end, either 1 will get hurt. Its sounds bad...
Of cos, being attached have advantages. The ANS to the QNS is a case to case basis.

It's Thursday... so what will I be doing tis weekend?
Tml will meet my dearest bunch of frens to celebrate our LINGZ 20th Bday. She is the last 1 in our grp to turn 20. We(gals) always have a prob since SEC SCH= After meal, we always dunno where to go... haha... den we will spend half an hour to 1 hr to think. I think tml this kind of situation will happen again!!! Wondering if the guys will think abt it...
Sat: Going to do treatment for my dry dry hair... Event for the evening/nite have yet to confirm...
Sun: Hanni's Bday! Wondering if her BF planning anything special to celebrate for her anot. Still rem last yr she had a bday chalet at CHANGI ALOHA. If nth den will be staying at home to be good gal, if not parents will scold scold de... say i everyday not at home... hehe...

Think tats all abt my this coming weekend bah! Ok loh, going to do my work le...buai buai...

2006-11-13T16:36:00.000+08:00

*IN OFFICE*

Painful eyes, core throat & coughing = SICK!!!
Think tml hav to see the doc = MC!!! = UNPAID LEAVE *MOM's Law = Employees only entitled after 6mths of working... but me only 4mths. ...Considering whether to be on MC... Wat contributes to this? Late nites (pubbing+KTV-ing, watch Goong's VCD, bowling, pooling & bbq-ing) + not drink enough H2O. Those were accumulated over a mth i guess... hehe...

I noe i getting more playful... every fri and sat will reach home after 2am at least... or nv go home. However guess is natural to be this playful at tis age bah... jus let me play until i really tired den i will stop eventually... Im still young, so i wan some life... hehe... & of cos will take care of myself(hopefully)...

Going back home le... to be continue...

2006-10-30T17:18:00.000+08:00

OPPS! Forget to tell every1 here that... me and hanni doing pre-orders for accessories... visit www.xiaomaizi-shopping.blogspot.com... Very nice de wor!!! Enjoy shopping...

2006-10-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

In the office now... 0_0" Monday Blues...very blue...

Not having good mood today... dunno y... just hav a weird feeling that something bad is going to happen... hope my six sense dun work.

Over the weekends...
- Company's chalet at Changi Safra (NSRCC)
- very expensive ($48.50 per person... i can buy alot more accessories)
- food wise... not bad...
- entertainment wise... abit boring...
- nv stay over as all the 1 staying over are more senior ppl...

- Therefore my "young colleagues" (Casy, nicole and michelle) and I went Boat Quay Pubbing. Forget le, and Nicole's Bf + Nicole's Bf's NS frens...8 ppl... yup...

- Went one of the many pubs called IMMUNE (ktv pub)
- Michelle met her husband and frens there...
- The rest of us seperate table. Open a bottle of Vodka
- Play cards, dice and sing songs
- Drink till abit "HIGH"... but still ok...

- Michelle they all change to BARCODE pub...
- I went over to join dem arond 2+am while the rest went home/ other place
- Till den my head feel quite heavy le... hehe
- A big fight broke out in the bar... SCARY! I was stuck in a corner... ppl were
fighting... they smashed bottles... ppl were trying to stop dem but cant...
table hit my leg... liquor splash on my leg too... but dun worry... im fine...
Just get shock... I hav seen 1 big ganster fight from far b4 (wif parang)...
but tis 1 is too near... luckily some1 also "saved" me to the back... if not i
i dunno wat will happen to me den... dun dare to tink liao... hehe... really
trilling!!! Da kai Yen Jie!!!

- The shop closed after the fight... the pub was in a big mess... liquid and shatter
glasses everywhere... we left ard 3.30am...

Haha... finishing work soon at 5.30pm.. going to meet mum, bro, sis at PS... bro going buy sis MP3 player... so good... I wanna hav a GOR GOR too... who wanna be mine GOR GOR??? K lah... gtg le...

2006-10-13T16:21:00.000+08:00

Last Sat and Sun actually went to my colleague's wedding. Sat is the ceremony and Sun the dinner.

We have a total of 4 sisters + 1 bridemaid. Before the groom arrive to pick up the bride, we prepared "Challenging Qns & Fantastic Breakfast" for them. We have black+satuated black tea, 3 types of sambal chill mixed together, pure lemon juice and honey+suger syrup. Haha... tat means suan, tian, ku, la. We also ask the groom to drink milk using the baby milk bottle. He is so pai sei lah... but he still finish the whole bottle. In the end... we got $70++ of hangbao each. Easy money! Anyway, 1 of the brother got diarrhea after eating the chilli mixture... haha... poor thing.... Sun was the wedding dinner at Yishun Safra. The food ok only, not very nice, but can eat lah... haha... have fun for the 2 days...

K.. stop here le... blogging during office hour... bye...

2006-10-03T09:00:00.000+08:00

Got this survey from Ning's blog... here's my result...

Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

To ning: It's seems that im more gurlie, but infact... u r the 1... haha... but is good to be gurlie rather den tomboy rite... haha... so gang... now shd noe who is more gurlie!!! But to be frank... dun find the result that accurate!!! (-_-)" hehe...

2006-10-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

Is OCT le... time flies...

Anyway, went to watch "FORBIDDEN CITY" with yi at esplanade. It's a fantastic play. The stage effects were great. And of cos the singers are pro, esp, Kit Chan. Her voice really very good, powerful, at the same time comfortable. Enjoy the show alot, its really touching. The play actually portrait more on the inner world of CI XI. How she hope she will be chosen by the king... how happy she was when being with the king... how her dream smash... how much she love the king and her son, etc. The story in the play seems quite different from the history. It tells that her son actually die of sickness and not murdered by her ownself. It tells that the EMPRESS is not a devil of China. Hehe... in the end, i bought the CD and the book... haha...

After the play, went MARCHE at suntec to have our dinner. Follow by bowling. Yi is so good at bowling... pro leh... and me... haha... did improve now highest record 99... to me is quite a great improvement. Made frenz with the guys at the next lane. They are more pro, and actually taught us some technique too... i think will have chances to play together again bah... yup!

Coming weekend will be the most busy 1... 1 of my colleague getting married on sat and ask me to become 1 of her "sisters"... haha... can get hangbao le... will make sure get enough $$$ before opening the door for the GROOM. The event will drag to the evening i guess... and i have to rush down to my bro sch as to participate in the "Mooncake Festival" celebration that he organised for the sch and families. Sun will be the wedding dinner of my colleague... will e her reception for the evening... I think will be extremely tired for the weekend and somemore Mon have to work... sianz... k stop here le... will update soon...

2006-09-10T11:58:00.000+08:00

Haiz... i failed again. Nv even get through the 1st round, how can i called some1 who can sing? My frens always say i sing well... but this is how well it can be... jus dun understand what they 1... judges dun even give comments... maybe they too tired to give cos im the last batch le... from 9am they judge till 8pm when i left... where there is still some more behind? Or maybe i jus CANNOT MAKE IT, so lazy to give? Or maybe i not pretty n too fat to get in...? Anyway, im jus not gd enough... Im a failure, cant even fulfill my passion... dance like that, sing so like that... wat other "talent" i hav? Now i also doubt myself woth my "talent". Maybe can hav a slping competition? Haha... i pig pig de mah... Crazy... if they hav tis kind of compeition... I WILL CHOP MY HEAD!!! Upset... the feeling was like wat happen... wat am i...

Really thanks to the following people for their support... kl, candy, jo and raymond, who come down and support me... esp candy who become my "nanny" take care of my clothes, make up, stay over at my place and wake up wif me early in the morning. And also kl who wake up early in the n cook honey water for me, drive us there... n queue up wif us n also scarified his slping time cos he have to go work after that. I dunno what else can i say to kl n candy... really thanks... muackz...

N not 4get to thanks the following ppl... vanessa, ning, yx, yi,sis,boon,fang yi,jasmine... for giving me support and keep sms me to ask me hows the result.. n also comfort me in the end... Also thanks ding li.. who call me in his 1st day army nite… so stund that he did rem… but in the end comfort mi too.. hehe…

In addition to thanks Felicia who been a good accompany during the whole audition as she also participate.

Also my mama who cook herb tea for mi, although she did not that agree wif my joining. But when i reach home, she say i shdnt hav join cos is a waste of time. OMG, I quite sad le... she still say that... but nvm...

Anyway, sorry for all my supporters... i disappointed u all... again... maybe i shd go take up some singing lesson to improve myself... maybe ppl will think that i dreaming of becoming a star... but i just wanna prove myself that i really have talent in whatever i think i hav talent in... Cos i dun think despite sing n dance... i hav tallent in any other ways... haha... pathetic rite? haha... but i will give myself more chances to fufill my passion and dreams... cos im still young... thease kind of thing... old liao hardly can do... must grab the chance orh...

wah.. like writing script... k working later.. gtg slp le... zzz...

2006-09-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

Find myself busy everyday... Mon to Fri work... sometimes after work go play... weekend will occupy myself wif activities... Like last week sat went out till early 4am in the morning... gathering for vanessa bday celebration. Abit disappointed... cos not every1 turn up in the end... I plan de leh... Y whenever i plan something, it turn out not that successful? I tink there is something wrong with mi bah!!! Yuling and Heng say wanna come the, but in the end put areoplane... nvm cos i noe yuling busy wif project... dinner at "The Rice Table" = An Indonesian Cursine. Is a buffet style... 1st time trying... not so bad... but alot of spicy dishes... cant stand too much of tat.

After dinner... went for a movie... "The Break Up"... is a nice and meaningful show... allow us to have some ideals y somethimes a r/s wont work out. Follow by going "Balcony" for a drink... Balcony is not as nice as i tink... but still hav fun chatting... lastly went supper loh... reach home abt 4am liao... pigging den...

Den yday went gathering wif my dance seniors... they r so diff from when they were in hg... fun!!! Play till abt 3am also... went dinner... den "San Liu Bar"= 368 at Anchor Point... is a really nice place to chill out... have time must bring my gang there too... see how 1st bah... we played dice... drink... very fast 7 of us finish 1 bottle of Bombay Sapphire. Went for 2nd round at Star Bar (KTV PUB)... Order 1 bottle of Absolute Vodka... but cant finish as most of us were full... stored the liqour there... so will go there again!!!

Today went walk walk and work starbucks... for fun... haha... very tired... went home quite early today ard 10.30pm... haha... is tat early? I guess so for sat nite... Later wanna watch VCD... Tml shd be going to see the audition for guys... goo see see n get myself prepare... hehe... ya...

Next week will be a busy week... manager stressing us le... sianz... but i guess i will be stronger if i manage to pull through... hope so... stop here le.. going watch VCD... nitez...

2006-08-20T21:59:00.000+08:00

Nth much recently...

Today spent also a whole day watching VCD. Had a good relaxation at home... but not for my eyes....

Is interesting working in an employment agency... now got a few jobs order... hope can close all of dem. My manager say he will be going to be very hard on us for the coming week... so tat we will learn more... scare scare...

2006-08-12T00:12:00.000+08:00

Has been busy for the past 2 weeks... Having fun working as a Recruitment Officer... but sometimes get abit stressful... still under training... have much more things to learn...

Tml KL having a bbq at Pasir Ris... Looking forward to meet some frenz... but hanni wun be going... cos she is busy wif her flash compeition according to wat she said. Jus feel tat after she has a bf, she hardly contact mi... feel so sad... maybe i had blame her wrongly... Jie... hope can meet up wif u soon k...

Actually i had made up my decision. But not enough courage. Jus need some1 to support me. Support me bah!!!

2006-07-31T16:53:00.000+08:00

My internet hav prob... the new entries cant be post at home... now at ning house...

Hmm... 2 days ago went out wif yi... we chatted alot... waiting for her ans... anyway... got a perm job liao... tml start work as a recruitment officer... so sianz... 1st step to society... but hope it will be fun... got tis feeling tat i will apply for teacher again next yr n go back to sch... hehe... im a failure rite? Jus wonder when can i be independent n strong??? Ya... no mood to write liao... buai...

2006-07-16T16:50:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging for quite sometime le... ya.. busy...

Last week was my bday... had many cross feelings... dunno how to say... anyway... kl, candy, yuling, josh n juan celebrated wif mi... had dinner at Fullerton Hotel... ya... Fullerton... 1st time ever had a dinner there... buffet... Thanks for everything that u had done to make mi happy n helped mi... i appreciated it... but... ok nvm... wat i need to told him had already been told... So many feelings at that moment when im allow to see... "angry sad glad guilt thankful...etc." My family, vanessa, hanni n wen yi didnt manage to send mi a bday wish on that day itself.. really disappointed n sad... All of dem has explained to mi except for vanessa... hu still 4gets bah... anyway... had already met hanni for dinner le... Jie thanks for the dinner... jus feel that we getting more unclose liao... she busy wif work... n als o bf... no time for frenz... miss the olden days that all of us sit together n hav dinner after dancing... but that’s was already few yrs ago... everything had changed...

Went to help my juniors to make up for their performance on Sun as requested by edmund... "gd lobang" yar... since a few months i saw him again... ya... things start to flash across again... but... k... i will stop here...

So... wat im i busy wif recently...? Work... n finding full time job... went for a few interviews le... haha... tml having another 2... i had rejected a company for their job offered as a Customer Service Rep... $1500/month... cos i dun like the environment... mi very fussy n fickle minded de lah...

Sometimes jus dun like hu i am now... so emotional... blur... low adaptability... slow learner... fat... i jus dun understand y still cant face the reality??? Im I STILL IN MY LALA LAND... ya... my blog name say so... ok crap... Had a meet up wif 1 of my poly fren yday evening... found out that actually we had quite many similarity... izit cos we are both cancerian? I guess so bah... Only Cancerian will noe how a Cancerian thinks n feels.. n somemore he is jus 3 days elder... so both of us r born in the middle of cancer... means we r very cancerian... haha... wat im i talking abt... He said that Cancerian always look back... ya... i agree... Not that we ourselves wanna look back... it was jus automatically... Ya... n i jus find out that all my closer fren not even 1 of dem is a cancerian... so wat it means...? Dunno... Anyway... i did believe in horoscope in some ways... So out there ( Aries, Taurus, Gemini, Leo, Virgo, Libra, Scorpio, Sagi, Capri, Aqua n Pisces)... dun think u can feel wat i feel n vice versa... cos we r diff... haha... not funny... "Wat talking mi???"

Feeling... Breathless...
(If committing suicide wun go to hell, i probably had...)

2006-06-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

Wah... it had been a week since i came online... a busy week for the past week...

Last thursday... 15/6/06... went graduation ceremony... yar... a memorable 1 for mi... n had the chance to meet my long lost poly mates... my parents were there too... some of the guys already had their heads botak... so CUTE... k lah... below were some photos taken at grad...

My cert!!!

Ok... den the next day... 16/06/06... went KL n Genting... ya finally went genting again after 7 yrs... haha... went for some shopping at KL... but only bought 1 top... haha... at genting... went SPA... outdoor... ktv... n... many more... yar... didnt take much photos cos i nv bring my camera out cos most of the time i will be having rides n playing like roller coaster... yar...

Came back on mon 19/06/06 den went to work in the afternoon... n had a dinner gathering wif my sec gals... went majiong session at brianna house till abt 4am??? yar... tired... den wed went ktv with dem again... haha... den thurs... finally hav the time to stay at home... but i hav to tidy up my cupboard... cos is in a MESS... mum keep nagging... n at nite went starbucks for store spring cleaning... fri went to work as usual...

Here comes yday... 24/06/06...sat... went JJ's concert wif wen yi... "JUST J" World Tour 2006... at S'pore 2006... we got it 50% discount cos 1 of my fren was learning dancing in Ocean Butterflies... yup... JJ is really fantastic... gd in dance n sing too... 1st song he sang 《木乃伊》... 1 of my fave... he sang alot alot of songs... yar... i love it went he sang 《一千年以后》，《美人鱼》，《曹操》 and the best part was when he sang 《只对你说》... i love tat song... i nearing sobz... but i told myself to bare wif it... cos im wearing eye liner... haha... the atmosphere was damn touching when he sang tat... keep having goosebumps for the whole concert... not cos im cold... it's a really a fantastic concert... yar... he had already put out his best of the best... yupz...

This how the stage looks like... concert haven start... famous dance instructor Lan Bo was teaching us some dance action...

This was when he sang 《木乃伊》...

《曹操》... the costume abit like the chinese opera...

The pic was quite blur... cos im quite a dis from stage... i already zoomed in... anyway... 金沙 n 阿杜 were there too as JJ's special guests... yup... had enjoy myself... n i tink yi too... hehe... hmm... tats all for the week...

2006-06-14T17:08:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! Finally figured out how to put music on my blog... i hav done it myself... cant believe it!!! Im usually a com idiot... so tat means today im abmormal... hehe...

Anyway... tis new song uploaded titled 离人节 by Jolin Tsai... one of the song in her newest album 舞娘... ENJOY!!!

<...离人节...>

在我们的故事写下结局前
请你聆听最后尾奏的音乐
幸福渐远心跳渐弱
回音在休止符后停留了好久

当每一个当下变成过去后
自由也许是离人们的折磨
在狂欢时寂寞从绝望里复活
才明白爱会随时间逐渐成熟

从那一天原谅你的瞬间
我不过情人节
我和未来不再相恋
爱断了线
于是我每天都过想你的离人节
不再见面不代表我不再对你想念
你是曾经的永远会永远在我身边

从那一天放开你的瞬间
我不过情人节除非未来还会出现
爱断了线我如何能不再过想你的离人节
希望这是最后一次向最爱说再见
也希望下个永远会永远在我身边

2006-06-14T15:13:00.000+08:00

Working for the past few days... watching WC too... almost every1 is talking abt WC... my boss even dun slp for it... i tink there's more similar ppl outside... yar!!!

Going genting n KL on fri wif jie jie n cousins... haha... finally can get to go... i longbang dem yar... haha some kind of extra actually... but i dun care liao... i jus wanna leave Singapore... even if its only 3 days... yeah... leave Singapore... i will get my Sing passport tml... heng arh... can make it to genting the next day... Wish myself to hav a happy trip...

2006-06-10T02:40:00.000+08:00

Haiz... lost all my bet for the very 1st match... 全军覆没... so suay!!! sad... $$ fly away... but i still hav tml... England v.s Paraguay (9pm)... England must win... haha... later working at 1pm... k nites... go zzzzzzzzzzz le!!!

2006-06-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

GOOD NEWS GOOD NEWS!!! I can still attend my graduation ceremony... Yeah! I hav recieved reply from the department le... so happy!!! It will sure be a memorable 1...

Actually i shdn't be at home now... shd be at starbucks outing... but last min cancelled... sianz... shd be watching the 1st World Cup match (Germany v.s Costa Rica) at a bar de... I betted on this match... hehe... Maybe later i will come out n blog abt i win some $$...

Nice?? A gift from kl... he noe i wanna a jacket... den he bought this... i love it... is a Reebok jacket... but pls dun buy mi things liao can? i will feel... sorry... spend ur money on more meaningful things yar...

Go watch tv le...

2006-06-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

I jus wanna scold myself... CHONG HUI FANG... y r u so stupid n so careless... how can u forget to register online for ur graduation ceremony...??? Sobz... i hav missed the date... due 23 May... now den i realise... can go bang my head on the wall!!! No registration means not attending... I WANNA ATTEND... those hu noe... i had struggled my 3yrs for the course... but now... i cant attend due to my carelessness... i hav weak lungs... weak gastric... n now??? 2pid brain... must as well replace it... I had email my department head to see whether she can help... hope to get a reply from her asap... the graduation will be next week... huh... really upset...

2006-06-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

i dun understand y some ppl jus dun understand wat i wanna tell dem... i noe im not gd at expressing myself... but izzit so bad tat i had to keep repeating n till the end they till cant get it... ARGH!!!

i noe u will read tis... : how many times hav i told u to move on??? it had been so long ago... n i had already repeat so many times... sry sir... i hav to say tat there r no turn back for ur case k? So stop dreaming abt it... n move on... Not every1 will get a chance to turnback when they had regrets k... so pls treat mi normally n obey ur decision (choice)... i dun wanna everytime i say tis... den make u depress... but u jus dun understand... so i had to... sry... i will stop here...

going to slp le...

2006-05-29T12:31:00.000+08:00

A new start of the week... last sat went to devil's bar wif candy n kl... kl is a member there... so we go in w/o the cover charge... by rite hanni n guy will be coming also... but they ended up going fishing... WAT FISHING!!!... so ah gong n ah ma rite???

The live band actually not tat bad... but still miss the music at ZOUK... it's fantastic... we ordered 2 lychee martini n a flamming mambo in the 1st place... dun quite like lychee martini... cos i dun like lychee... so i gave it to candy... after tat we ordered a bottle of chivas... $180++ so ex... wif coke n green tea as the mixer... i love chivas wif green tea!!! Den we start to play five ten... noe wat? from the start till the end... i nv ever win a single game... so ended up keep drinking... n got drunk... actually is partially drunk... im a poor drinker yar... went toilet for a few vomits... den gastric pain "arrive" sianz... i got a bad gastric n bad lungs... better change it... anyway... thanks my darling candy n kl for taking care of mi... hehee... esp candy tat hav to see my vomits... haha!!!

We went off at ard 2.30am when i recovered but still abit "high"... n we headed to seven eleven for some hot drinks... on the way... we saw gang fight... wah... wif parang somemore... bloody scene... but good eye opener for mi n candy... hehe... den both of us went to kl house for the nite...

Tink i wun go clubbing so soon... maybe 2mth later... cos i hate the feeling of getting drunk... n i dun quite like those places bah... but still enjoy dancing...

Tis week working 5 days... gd... earn more money... later working at 5pm... yar... going off...

2006-05-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

Went out wif hanni jus now... where? CWP again... cos she finish sch at 7pm... where else can we go... 2 mths nv meet her le... cos she very busy (wif work... n of cos her guy)... jus felt happy for her tat she got herself a bf... a teacher too... look decent to mi... not bad... She going bangkok in 2weeks time wif her guy... so good... n so too ning n ric going to hk in 2 days... SO ENVY... Can buy a larger suitcase for mi to get in??? Both hk n bangkok are excellent to SHOP... "jus keep shopping X 2... jus keep shopping shopping shopping (edited fr Finding Nemo by Dory)..." By rite tml i will on my way to genting... but... my citizenship spoil it... sianz... hav to sumbit my malaysia passport 2 weeks b4 the BIG DAY on 31th May... w/o my passport... I CANT GO N HAV FUN!!! Damn... but i tink is jus fate tat i cant go... i hate fate!!!

Anyway... sick again... haven even pass half of the yr... i had already sick for 3 times... for the last 2... was like sick for 1.5mth each... now again... cough running nose fever... the fever not tat serious... my nose is the 1 which wanna make mi cut it OFF... Wats a yr for mi... so many things happened n also keep getting sick... i still rem i only get once fever in a yr in the past loh... HAIz... Guess... i really must take care!!! BTW... ning... enjoy ur trip... n rem to get mi something... hehe!!!

2006-05-15T23:37:00.001+08:00

k... let talk abt fri... met yi for some catch up... ever since we stop dancing... we hardly meet... miss dancing... had a long chat at bugis mos burger until it close at 11.30pm. Both of us cried... when talking abt when to go back... yar... although we both love dance... but we still hesitate to go back... For yi... she is such a strong gal tat hardly cried... i was quite shock when i saw tears started to appear... n den i realised she had change... to abit 优柔寡断... she is now running away from the decision... cos she jus felt being give up by teacher!!! She was jus abit too sensitive...

AS for mi, im jus waiting for yi to say "yes"... so tat both of us can go back together... ya... i jus dun hav the courage to go back alone... to face the troupe... to face teacher... to learn the things tat i hav skip... and i dunno wat will my feeling and reaction be when i again step into the studio... N sry yi, i was jus selfish to need u to go back together... cos im really not a brave gal... n only when u r there... i no need to hide my feelings...! She also agreed tat she needs mi to be there if she had decided to go back... we jus feel 人生地不熟…. Since she still cant decide... we will continue to drag for sometime...

After mos... we went PS to find zhen... long time nv see her... n from her... noe tat the troupe had change quite alot... n the new things they learning are quite hard... sianz... makes mi more wanna drag... Bought shopping vouchers for zhen for her belated bday gift... she was so happy cos she can go free shopping!!! Then they started to ask mi wat i wan for my bday cos i will be the next, i was like huh... haven think abt it... But now i was wanna tell them... i wan my "HAPPINESS" back... i wanna to be the lala gal like last time... i wanna live in my lala land... izzit possible??? Or i wan a 时间倒回机 from 小叮当... so tat i may prevent something from happening??? Or jus give mi a brainwash??? Maybe i was jus like yi... running away from myself...

Took tis at PS 24hr mac... from the left zhen, mi and yi...
chatted till abt 3am b4 heading home...

Hmm... went to "Taste of Thailand" at sembawang shopping centre for mother's day dinner... nth much also... ya need to slp le…going hwa zhong wif mum tml for my bro’s student council ceremony… hehe… but early in the morning (sianz)... nitez!!!

2006-05-10T15:48:00.000+08:00

I was stalked by some1!!! Scary!!! Although i noe he most probably wun harm me... but im still abit affected by his stalking action... He suddenly appeared in my store n waited for me until the store closed w/o a single words... he was like keep lookin at mi(from wat my partners said)...he was like waiting for abt 7hrs in store... abit crazy... damn scared... dunno wat he wanna do... I had no choice but to call for help... my ex came down to save mi... but he still went to worked at 11pm... Since i taking company cab home... i predicted he will wait for mi under my block... n it turned out to be... IM RIGHT!!! Luckily i hav 2 temporaily bodygards (Thanks alot) to send mi home... He can at least msg mi n tell mi wat he wans since he had my number... not keeping quiet... will scare mi 1 yar... wat an experience!!!

Anyway... haha... my Citizenship was approved... yeah...no need go malaysian army le... tat the best solution for mi to not go army... Imagine tat i need to stay in the jungle n camp there... i will die 1... haha... i will be exempt... Ning... all the best to u yar!!! U better go get citizenship also yar... Y dun they approve earlier... so tat i can get the government $$... a few hundreds yar... tink they purposely 1...

Going to work in 1 hr time... hope wun be stalk today too... happy n save working to myself!!!

2006-04-29T14:30:00.000+08:00

nv blog for quite sometimes... pass 4 days working as a promotor at the expo FHA (Food Hotel Asia) exhibition. Candy is wif mi too.... Its quite a new experience for mi to work in the trading business world... learnt some knowledge... Had to wear formal clothes... let mi show some of pics...

Below is our booth.... Ocean International holdings Pte Ltd

Im so smart... haha... like some 1 in executive level (dreaming)

Me and candy at starbucks slacking after the exhibition...

Hmm... later will be going VT for performance by AJC... looking forward to it... meeting vanessa for dinner n some catching b4 we go for performance later... long time nv see her le... k gtg do my face mask...

2006-04-18T13:02:00.000+08:00

nth much these few days... just work n slp... work n slp... sianz... "NO LIFE" im seems to keep complaining on my life yar...

anyway.. jus came home from a swim... i went swim alone... cant believe it... i dun like to do things alone... but today... hmm... maybe jus feel like being alone bah... doing face mask now... must keep myself "mei mei" hehe... later going to look for candy at her holland v work place... mi dunno how to go there sia... how? i jus knew is somewhere at bouna vista mrt... den hav a dist to walk... how? how? those hu noe mi will noe tat i hav no sense of direction de... how how? at most... jus put my hand out loh... sianz... i dun wanna spend le... over spend this mth... infact... every mth... haha!!! ok... got to stop here le.. going find my mummy to eat my breakfast + lunch... gastric abit pain liao... (-_-)"

2006-04-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

Today went bugis "gei gei" wif my darling candy... hehe... spent $ le... bought 2 earings n a bag... so happy... nth much also... jus normal crapping and gossiping along the way...

Sometimes thinking wat a guy wans a wife for?
1. To have breakfast every morning when he wake up
2. To have dinner every evening when he came home from work
3. To agree wif him wif everything he do
4. To not argue back for any issue

... i think the guy better marry a maid... haha... tats wat i heard fr candy abt a guy expectations for his wife... super egoistic... MCP (Male Chauvinist Pig)... haha... N does he hav the quality to demand for such "high" expectations...??? Nobody noes...

Working everyday for the rest of the week... sianz... but can earn more $$... esp. for genting trip... fang fang must jia you le...

2006-04-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hero 歌词
mmmmmHERO
There's a hero,
If you look inside your heart,
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are.
There's an answer,
If you reach into your soul,
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

(CHORUS)And then a hero comes along,
With the strength to carry on,
And you cast your fears aside,
And you Know you can survive.
So when you feel like hope is gone,
Look inside you and be strong,
And you'll finally see the truth,
That a hero lies in you.

It's a long road,
When you face the world alone,
No one reaches out a hand,
For you to hold.
You can find love,
If you search within yourself
And that emptiness you felt,
Will disappear.

(Ohhhhhh) Lord knows,
Dreams are hard to follow.
But don't let anyone tear them away (hey yeah).
Hold on,
There will be tomorrow.
In time you'll find the way.

REPEAT CHORUS
That a hero lies in...you...mmmm
That a hero lies in...you...

This song was sang by Mariah Carey... quite an old song... but i jus love it... Yar.. maybe i really need the hero inside mi...

Nth much tis few days, jus work and slp... went swimming today... tats all!!! Tml working 3-10pm... dunno where to slack after tat... maybe catching a movie or wat... wanna watch "Tristan&Isolde"... seems a nice movie... love story!!!

2006-04-04T14:24:00.000+08:00

tCant stop thinking of wat had happened... memories will jus flow into my mind automatically... in the cab... on the mrt... in the lift... at the staircase and even at home!!! I wanna wash my brain can??? But thanks my frens for knowing tat 我真的努力了。I noe my frens will be there for mi no matter wat... Love ya!!!

Have a conversation will a fren... she had some r/n probs... she said: "dunno how long can she still be happy..." and i told her tat jus cherish the day when u are happy. She also said:"so i told him.. let me wait for him. let me be by his side.. i dun expect to stay near him. but i wan to be there when one day he decide to come back for me.." Yar... find tat she is 2pid ya... but infact... im 2pid too jus tat our case r different!! Nobody will noe wat will happen in the future, not even the next few minutes... Maybe we really need not be 2gether wif the 1 we love as long as they are happy... and the god wun be so nice to give u ur beloved 1...

Haiz... going to work soon... everyday same routine... work 4pm-12.30 den wait for cab... transit... reach home abt 3am.... sleep... wake up after 1pm... the cycle will continue...!!! Wats a boring life... Some entertainment pls... (-_-)"

2006-04-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

yday... finish work at 10pm... went to see Ice Age 2 wif candy, xw & kl at cineleisure. Super funny show... the 2pid cute animal chasing the 2pid nut... haha... a must watch!!! After tat went to Eski bar... bar at ZERO degree... very cold... until numb... feel like my fingers going to drop off... very nice environment... lastly went to bedok for supper... hmm... had an occupied day!!!

Here r some of the photos...

Look like ice made bar table...

The drink i had... chocolate martini... not very nice...

2006-03-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

Today had a small road accident... a car hit our bike... the bike collasped... landed on my back... very pain... now still painful... need to go checkup tml le!!! But tml working n no 1 can replace my shift... wondering if i can perform my job... shd not be a prob i tink...

He seems very happy wif her... yar... seems to 4get watever had happened... yar is already the past... those words to her seems familiar... but i noe he really like her and his feeling for her had nv disappear b4... yar... as for mi... will try to watch the countless stars in the sky!!!

2006-03-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

Went to my aunti house in malaysia for 2days... hmm... quite boring but there were good food... haha... i had my favourite kaya butter toast at the train station... BEST TOAST!! Hmm... yuling say she hav tuition every mon and wed leh, so are we going to change the date for our trip to genting as it was mon, tue and wed....? But as i noe the hotel stay on fri and sat will be more expensive... maybe double charge... how?

Feel tat my days are boring now... work n work... but no work no money... i love busy days as it will keep the brain occupied and hav no time to think of other things! Later working pre-closing shift... SIANZ... no mood!!!

Find out something... i seems to be sick everytime after i go clubbing... Ya... i tink clubbing is bad for health as smokers are all ard, clubbers hav to stay awake for the whole nite and of cos... we need to drink... but y frens wun get sick... im i weak? ya maybe... but I DUN WAN!!! Booked jie jie on the 15th to go clubbing... she very busy... must hav reservation de... but now considering whether to go, cos im still sick... if i went, im afraid tat i will be more sick... Aiya... See how 1st bah!!! Haiz... 2 more hrs start work...

2006-03-24T16:07:00.000+08:00

潘嘉丽...爱, 无力

最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易

寂寞成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘
不该在身旁陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想对着夜空轻轻的呼吸
问自己最爱的人到底在哪里
在慌乱中翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情? 我的心如此无力

其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪滴落在手心

Found the lyrics... like this song alot... its meaningful... anyway i got grade B+ for my Industrial attachment... haha...

2006-03-24T13:15:00.000+08:00

yday reached home at 2a.m after work... so tired... today hav nth to do... rot at home bah!! Feeling depressed... y am i still stuck there when some1 already move on and might be having a new target... I really tried very hard... now still trying...!!! Can i jus be some1 tat can easily get over things and not even glance at the past? Whoever up in the heaven... Pls give mi tat ability...!!! Feels like going clubbing tonite and drinks my lungs out... haha... but the feeling is awful... is really like vomitted until the organs throw out yar... Any1 out there is free to accompany mi tonite? $5/hr... haha... I'm jus Stupid...

2006-03-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

Argh... i need $$$... hp bill 2 mths nv pay... own ppl $ too... & many things i wanna buy. Haiz now parents quarelling outside (War Start!)... the residents in the house will be the victims soon... I need ear plugs!!! Couples like to quarel over small things! I can sense tat tis war wun end soon... Fire getting bigger!!! HELP HELP!!! I feel like leaving the house now...
Extracting a sentence from a new serial... 哭够了, 就要从新开始 So... hav i cry enough? I dunno too... I really hate crying now... tired of it liao... but sometimes still hard to control cos im cancer (the very emotional one)... those who noe me will noe im a "cry baby"... hehe...
My coughing become worse recently... sianz... feel like my asthma will attack soon... my last attack was like when im Pri 3(if nv rem wrongly)... Sometimes wondering, if i get hospitalised... who will come visit mi? But i somehow noe who will be the few coming... haha... wat m i talking abt... i will be healthy yar...
Went to malaysia today... hav a nice dinner at 大马花园 ...
haha... these were the food i had... very heaty... and fattening... hav to swim more le... also must drink more water, if not cough gonna get more worse... i cant imagine tat!!! From today onwards... i will be 乖乖 ... wun anyhow eat food le... hehe...

2006-03-20T13:09:00.000+08:00

Me and candy will be organising a genting trip... (1st time i organise event leh!) It's counted as sec sch frenz gathering bah... will be on 15th of May (sun, mon and tue) cos our Miss Qing Ning should have finish her exam by den... but those who already start sch like joshua and macus had suggested demselves to "pon" sch... haha... both of u rockz sia...hmm... Our army guy huikai have to apply 4 leave liao... but we will still go w/o him if he's not going...! So the rest like yuling and juanz... give mi and ans soon... mi, candy, ning, boon are confirm going...! After genting, i suggest to go KL shop shop... izzit ok wif u all? Or any other suggestions? Anyway, the trip will be "partner free"... means no bf/gf allow(accept for same sec sch)... SRY arh... cos we tink it will be more fun...

Looking forward to the trip as my last trip to genting was 7 yrs ago!!! Tat was like when im Sec 1... haha... but now must work hard 4 $$$ to spend... sobz... haiz sometimes im tinking of jus marry off a rich man better lah... i dun love him nvm... he loves mi den can le... sad case!!! haha... im crazy...

2006-03-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

With the smart guys... hmm... Smart?? maybe some but not all... hehe..

me, ee beng & jing

me and poh leng (my attachment mate)...

me and jing(my best poly fren)...

tat gd looking guy is Tim... he is cute... pretty boy...

Actually kelvin is abt 185cm.. he jus squatted a little bit down for the sake of mi...haha...

this is Adrian... he is the 1 got into top 50 of Project superstar... he sings well...

tis is jia wei... help mi alot with my final yr project... very helpful guy.. but wore abit too casual...

tis my riverside senior.. eleyna...

my pri sch fren... shi ni...

Ya... tis r some of the photo i had taken at d&d... will upload my personal make over photos once i get it develop...

2006-03-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

WOW!!! Yday dinner and dance was great!!! Not as bored as i tink yar... fun!!! Guys looked smart in formal clothes and of cos the gers look beautiful on their dresses too... My wallet had a big hole(heart pain pain)... spend quite alot for tat DND. Now broke!!!

Dress from Isetan: $59.90 +
Hairdo and make over: $73 (i paid $33) +
Dinner and Dance tix: $60
Total= $192.90

Its already quite burget cos i borrow shoes from Ning (thanks alot), handbag from hanni (love ya!!) and acessories from my own collections.

Most of my frens cant recognised mi... and their comment were... U are very pretty....!!! Hehe... so happy.. i love my hairdo and make up... my eyes becom big... tats wat i always wans... After the dinner, we went to MOS (ministry of sound) to club... its quite crowded as there was event going on... we drank.. danced.. c ppl hugging n kissing... Opps!! See no evil!! I really hav a great nite... it might be better if... aiya... nth... anyway i will try to upload the pics asap... Zzzzz... nitez!!!

Accident

2006-03-16T12:37:00.000+08:00

Is only 3+mths since the 1st day of 2006, but so many things had happened. I hav been on a roller coaster... ups and downs... I HATE 2006! Y cant i continue to stay in my lala land... i cant find back my old self... maybe i had already gain some maturity. The reality had changed part of me. Everything was jus like a dream... started fast... ended fast too. Hope tat i can get a machine from Doremon which can bring mi back to the time before X'mas... nth happen... still gd frens... not like now... like strangers. Really Hate the feelings.

Realised tat actually Promises are mend to be broken. Althought is not all, but is most of it. Promises are so nice to hear, but it can turn into needles and poke through ur heart. So... shd ppl made promises? If he noe tat he cant fulfil the promise ... y he had to say? Izzit jus to make mi happy? Haha... den im i happy now? Maybe everything is jus an accident... 海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外. However, injuries cant be prevent fr any accident... time can heal... how abt the scars?

Anyway... HAPPY BDAY TO MY SIS! Haha... today mi going to dinner and dance... so excited... is at Conrad Hotel. Later hav an appointment for hairdo and make over at 4pm... Yeah... can be super pretty! Wahaha... but nv make over i can also be pretty k... Hehe, not funny... hope today will enjoy myself.

Hehe...

2006-03-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

Finally get my new blogskin and also learn the basic of making a blog! ~Congrats~ But, still hav some technical prob with my links... nvm... will get ppl for help... HELP! Jus here to say something... nitez

Finally/Starting...

2006-01-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

My performance finally ended le... 2yrs of practice.. perform 4 2 days. Basically ur result will be shown on tis 2 days! From wat my fren say... i hav improved quite alot... tats glad to hear tat.. but haven get any comments fr lao shi. Although performance finish le, but there is another 1 coming up in late Feb. So still hav to carry on... Performance finish also means tat my troubled days started... hav to tink of alot n alot of tinks... getting very tired... i just wan to be happy... y izzit so difficult?? Have to tink wat i wanna be in the future? wat im i going to do after i graduate? still carry on dancing? wat i WAN? wat route is better 4 mi? I hav enough of it... WAT A START OF 2006...
To candy: as long as u will feel better.. i will support u... pls dun say those kinda word liao k? hope things will be better bah... cheer up!!
To myself: hope i will hav a decision soon...
BTW.. i wanna post my dance photo... but i dunno how... hehe... i will go find out...

Sorry...

2005-12-28T01:19:00.000+08:00

Sorry*100 times... dui bu qi..

Accident...

2005-12-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

Had a fell in my company last monday, caused my right hand to be fracture. Sobz..but is a hais line fracture.. not tat serious i tink. Western doc say needs 4-6 weeks to be fully recover; Chinese doc say 2 weeks. Which 1 shd i believe? Of cos i will choose to believe the 2nd 1.. cos my dance troupe performance is in Jan, i dun 1 to affect the whole performance cos of my hand. Worrying... Stupid company, safety really so lousy. Luckily i still get my allowance although im on mc... hehe they wanna "bribe" mi not to go MOM complain. Found my left and quite useful after tis accident. haha. I hav 6weeks of mc.. will grow fungus soon. Hope to recover asap... wish mi "GET WELL SOON"!

Busy Me...

2005-11-09T18:40:00.000+08:00

Was very busy 4 the past few weeks.. i tink busy life will last until my dance performance finish, which is Jan next yr... My x'mas eve n new year eve will be gone cos of full-dress rehersle. Feel so sry to ning, cos i cant go to her performance (sobz!) as i wili be having dance camp. Really cant excuse myself, tink she will understand. The rest of the gals.. pls go support yar, is 17th of dec a Victoria Theatre, for detail info pls contact ning. I believe tat it will be a gd performance, they hav standard. K.. lazy to write liao.. see ya!!

So "xian mu"

2005-10-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

Saw candy's bloggie... she had a small talk on her malaysia trip. Really so gd, can go overseas wif bf... when is my turn??? Maybe in my dream bah... Things dun turn out to be wat i wanted. Hmm.. im still waiting 4 an ans.. but without an ans will be better bah.

"Reopening"

2005-10-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

Tis blog was full of dust after a yr of "storing". Just here to post sumthing on it. Now im having attachment in AEM-TECH, a plating and chemicals company, situated in wdl. Very convienent for me... tis is my last sem already, congratration tat i pass my final yr exam. Kzz.. will blog in detail e next time (1 yr later?). Of cos not yar... (-_-)"

2005-10-08T02:59:00.000+08:00

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